This is something I ought to write for so long but i never been able to do so until now. Maybe its because I dunno how to start it at all.

I once heard that "a friend in power is a friend lost". But hey, arent we already been through that together? We spent quite some sleepless nights together helping others but why not even a few lines now?

We can live without religion and meditation, but we cannot survive without human affection. True friend is something that can grow separately but without growing apart from each other.

"True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen."
"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"
And now, I think it is cracking.

I understand the fact that the only way to have a friend is to be one. So I always try hard to be one. I know perfectly well that everyone has different stages in life that they have to go through. But forgetting each stage after you stepped through is not something understandable for me. If there is a book for it, I would very much like to read it.

True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable. A single flower could be a garden for me, and in turn a single friend could be a world for me. We could have darn a lot of friend but to have intimate friend you can only have a few. Having recently found out the deterioration of this friendship, I feel sad.

I didn't even have the courage to initiate anything. Its like something is lost between us

Its heart wrenching to see a once strong friendship deteriorated to such a fragile state. The feeling is just not that right anymore. There used to be an energy field between us, but now. Its long gone.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget. I hope I will never have to reach the last part of this equation. Its a mutual thing anyway, by chance we met, and by choice we choose to be good friend.
I take our friendship as a gift, just like how I treasure my own life.

If you found this friendship somewhere, please help me to water it, because it needs it badly

Perhaps its just forgotten at a corner. I wish it is.

To you, maybe it is nothing.
To me, it is the bleakness of mortal realm.

I like to ask my friend this question

"What do you want in ur life"

Some asked for a life without any worries, some ask for a life with luxury, and some say as long as everyone is happy, he/she will be.

Everyone has their different views on life and how to live out a life themselves.

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth ,and there is no way of knowing when is it end, only we live life to the fullest. But its too late.

Some always getting ready to live but never really living

It is not about the length of life, but the depth.

You fall out of your mother's womb, you crawl and realized how the world is like, and drop into your grave. And that is, as cruel as it is, LIFE.

An useless life is an early death, at least thats what I think.

There is an old chinese saying
"A kind of rice can rear hundred kinds of people"

For me thats wrong, that should be much more than that.

"Every man dies. Not every man really lives."

今天又去和外公喝茶
有种淡淡的感触

他还是一如以往的抽烟
烟抽到尽时
发现他抽的是寂寞和往事
虽说每次见面都是说一样的话
但心还是感概的
毕竟这是一种没法用钱买回来的幸福

他眼神露出智慧是我遥不可及的
我把它的一字一句都听得很仔细
用一句很古老却很实用的话
“他吃的盐比我吃的米还多“
他的那份坚持也让我打从心里的敬佩他

毕竟能在树下乘凉的幸福
并不是每个人都能有的

Its now the time of the year.

I am going back. Have tonnes of plans

Yes I am

Saw this picture on the internet days ago, I think its interesting so I save it to my computer and share it with you all

Nobody is happy unless you are satisfied with what you already have.

:)

Stop jealousing and start loving.

I might not be updating this blog that often when I go back Msia. Its just how the way it is. Life is bigger than online back in Msia. But at here online is like my everything.

Till then. Good luck everyone for whatever test you had, having or will be having.
(This is why sometimes english is better than mandarin)