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Seriously I wish I never have to write this thing down.

This is to mark down what I feel and what I think for these three years in this circles.

Trust me, I had tried hard enough to get into the group that once I doesnt , and probably never will belong to.

Its funny how relationship will slowly deteriorate up to a point.

I witnessed how ignorant and arrogant can one be. I am not a perfectionist myself, so when I start to get annoyed by something, you can imagine how wrong the situation is like.

The point is, if you are keeping it to you and your so called "friend" I am totally ok with it. I know how variety this world is. I have been there. But if you crossed into my boundary, I wont be the one who just keeping quiet and aint doing a shit thing. I will rebel.

I will make sure you know the consequences if you offended me.

Saying others is inferior than you is wrong.

Waiting others to do something good to you is wrong.

Assuming you have the most hectic workloads in the world is wrong.

Acting as if everyone needs you is wrong.

Being sarcastic at the back and turn drastically to be the good man in front is wrong.

Commenting on others while you are just the same is wrong.

Being stubborn and never listen to anyone is wrong.

With so many wrong things happening in my life everyday, Sometimes I dun even know what is right anymore. I am how I think. What I do to you is exactly how I think about you.

I tried so hard to understand why would there be so much differences when we are all human. Bragging about how tough his/her life is and saying to the world that he is the best, acting as if the world owe him/her everything he deserved, taking advantage of other people for his/her own sake, never appreciate what others had done for him and etc.

So I come to a conclusion myself, to be this high, you need to be weird enough. There is only a few hundred in the country who make it to this point. To reach here, I know you have to have something.

Remember, the world or people around you doesnt owe you anything.

Thats how u should live your life. Its not a playground, in fact everyone can treat you like a dog on the street. We can donate our things to you, but you wont get anything anymore if you never bark or shake ur tail after we gave you the bone.

Upon writing this I was still thinking of saving some to maintain the relationship within the group. But now I know I dun anymore.

I am quite surprise when I heard "You have the look" again from a new friend of mine today.

Somehow I thought its something that people will only realize when they actually talked to me.

"the look" is the so called psychology look.

Its like N times that I heard this from my friend and I am still wondering what in me that potrait myself as having that look.

Maybe I really look like one, talk like one and write like one.

But one thing I can be sure is. I never regret of choosing this, and never will.

Well, guess its time to post up something about BTN now.

But this will only be opnion and feeling towards the camp. Not the routine.

Ok, first of all, i think the camp is same as what u thought before u go in (i did mean something here)

The facility of Kem Bumi Jati is quite ok, at least its better than what i expected.

The camp is all about our country and I am sure you all will learnt something about it.

The camp is fun during the outdoor session.

The camp isnt fun during those LDK and ceramah. Its quite boring actually.

So anyway, there will be a physical test in the camp. Here is my result

Test Grade Mark

One leg balance A 10

Spin around A 10
Push up A 10
Rope jump A 10
Body bend A 10
Jump and clap A 10

Holding breath A 10

Pulse rate B 5

I get 75 out of 80 marks. Seriously, the test is flawed because eventhough i get almost full marks for the test. I was graded as 25-30 years old people. WHAT? yea, u need to get full marks so that u will actually fit enough to be in ur age range.

By the way, i dun think many people can get perfect score for the test as u need to keep ur pulse rate at the level of 65 per minute after so much of tiring push up, jump and clap etc....

Some people will concern about the 2km in the camp, well, its not really tough anyway. I dun think they will fail you because u didnt reach the destination in time.

The time limit is 18 minutes for guy while 24 minutes for girls.

I manage to finish it in 8 minutes 57 second. Feel a bit dissapointed with it. Coz i think i can do better than that.

Then it comes to Kembara. The track line of the whole kembara is walking into a palm tree estate. And the distance of the walk is quite short also. You will feel like:"Is it the end?"

Nothing special about the kembara, juz try to be careful witho those weeds and maybe slippery soil.

Thats all for BTN.

*I already forgot all other things in ceramah in BTN, because i dun really wan to keep those info in mind,its bad for my health

A favour for all Canadian JPA scholar 2008

I had done some research about Kem Bumi Jati as well as the BTN

Erm, I think it will be quite fun.

The first day:
We will reach Kem Bumi Jati and separated into dorm.(as in NS).There are 3 rooms in a dorm. 7 double-decker in one room. 2 dorms share a public bathroom.
I dunno whether its a good news or not, the place for we all to bath doesnt have a door. In other word, there is no immaculate bathroom and door equipped bathroom.

For ur information, Muslim will have muslim prayer and non-muslim will have some sort of moral class. Id i am not mistaken, we will have psychical test this day and its like holding-breath-as-long-as-u-can test (as what i suppose, guess from others seniors blog)@@
palm touching floor test, bending test....all those things

Day two:
Handphonessss would be taken and we will all pass a four days without handphone camp.
The lastest batch say they can actually carry hp with them. Its ur choice
The moral session will begin at 5.50am (damn early @@) then it will follow with exercise from 7.00am to 8.00am. ANd then teh tarik time.
After breakfast, we will attend classesssssss about Tanah Air, Rakyat, Kerajaan and Kedaulatan & Rumusan and its 2 hours per session.
We will have aerobic session in the evening as well if the schedule is the same as seniors'

Day three:
8 session of LDK will be scheduled (dun ask me what is it, i dunno as well)
We might be ask to reveal ourselves in front of everyone...bla bla bla
everyone must talk in this session. I like this session personally. Its for personality training purpose, we can see what others think.
It will be a 2km marathon practise or test and your time will be counted for that test.

Day four:
Kembara day. Its an oil-palm-plantation-trekking instead of a jungle one. Anyway, senior do say that its risky and challengable. We will be required to cross three muddy rivers. Either u jump or u will be the one who left out in the opposite bank. Guys will cross first then follow with girls. Dun expect for hugging here, you will be muddy.lol
(A friendly message, bring some old clothes and a pair of old shoes so that u can dispose it after the jungle trekking)

Day five:
Brief session of marching. What I found out is the senior say she regretted for not paying attention for the classes given on day two and she was forced to wake up and crunch all those given books. Will there be a test??? I dunno, better be concerntrate during those classes. This is the last day and I suppose much of photo session going.

Overall, much of the seniors enjoy BTN and they say they did learn something from it. And guys, its our last meet before u all fly!!!! Enjoy each minutes with our friends.

additional information:
there will be a waterfall nearby i suppose.
We might mix with other bound students also. (as what i see in their group description)
Prepare for a hot-like -oven experience
the test will be about common sense,answers are not in the class or the books at all

It will be fun i guess

Some senior pictures

Yea, dun expect for wash dishes machine there, i hate it though @@