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Time flies, I had been here for like half year already.
It feels like I actually did nothing much here for this half year. But then when I think back, I actually learnt quite a lot of things.
Studying abroad is not as easy as you think.

First you need to adapt to the culture, and then the people, then the weather. And the list goes on and on and on!

Poof! here is what I did for this half year.

August, 2008

The first week I arrived here, things are great. Great weather, great people. And great scenery here. I found that I start to love this country. Love the wont-make-you-sweaty sun here. I tried to explore as many places as I can here because I am that kind of butt itchy people who likes to see new things and experiences new things.



September, 2008

I felt that I cant leave myself out of sport here, so I start to train with the track & field team here in UBC. Much surprise, I cant perform well here due to the cold weather that I hadn't been used to. I always finish the training the last one and I tell myself I must do better each time.
But when the weather turning colder, my lungs cant take it anymore. When I am trying to sprint, I will experience serious pain in my lungs.
So I told my coach
"Coach, I promise I will do better and I will come back next year to join you"
And he said
"Go do it boy, I know you can do it!"
And FYI, the team itself have some Olympic candidates. I know I can improve a lot by joining the team.
And one more thing, I am the only Chinese in the team, thats why I told myself I need to do better when I am ready.






October, 2008

One month pass again and its near Autumn, the leaves had turned red and the scenery is just wonderful here. The temerature drop to 2°C sometimes and I had decided to stop running outdoor. I got to know a lot of friends and senior here and had a lot of outing this time. I feel alive.


November, 2008

The first ever Halloween customes party in my life. Its really fun to see people dressing in different way on the street. I mean how often will you see robin and batman are standing in front of you? Or how often can you see the "invinsible" man standing visible in front of you?
Its a great day and I decided that I will turn myself into a girl next year.


15 December, 2008

It snowed really a lot this year. I had the very first snow in my life. Its wonderful, but it makes you hard to walk in the same time.



20th December 2008


I snowboarded for the very first time in my life and it was fun! I promised myself that I will tried it every year and I want to master snowboard before I finish my study.


22 December 2008


The first Dong Zhi away from home. I realize that I actually going to spent some of the important Chinese festival without family for four years. Including Chinese New Year. I felt sad because its what shown inside the picture, you can eat what you suppose to eat during the festival, but you wont have the feeling of home and reunion with you.





December, 2008

Frustration strikes me hard. I had my very first sex here in UBC.
Not with people. But with my English course. I failed first year english course here. It fucked me really hard and once I thought that I cant wake up from the pain. But now I realize that without challenges, life is not worth a live.




end of December 2008
end of December 2008



end of December 2008
end of December 2008

end of December 2008

I went to visit Toronto and Montreal during winter break and it was awesome. The trip worth it because its fun to see that how much your friends had changed and surprisingly, some of them change a lot, in both attitude and their weight.




January 2009

First Chinese New Year without family was hard. I found myself in a deep depression that time. And I am longing for the smell called home so much. Some other things also happen during that time. Thank to my senior. She counselled me and I feel so much better right now. At that point of my life, I told myself "Come on! live a little!"

Then I said, I will never let other worry about me again



February, 2009

I had so much fun during the spring break, and it was the first time ever I went to a casino. It totally was a fantastic experience because we (or she alone?) hit the jackpot that night. I felt lucky that day. By the way, the money won was just enough for pop corn and coke. Because the money betted wasn't much but it does triple up the money. Anyway, I felt contented because I ticked one more thing in my to-do-list.
I hate this, I really hate this
Sometimes I am really wonder how much time is actually reserved for myself.

I spent too much time for others.

Darn it.
I just watched "The Dark Knight" in IMAX cinema.
I must say that it is a great movie. You can know it if you did follow my blog because I seldom wrote something about a movie except the movie is a really good one.

Joker is a briliant character in the story. He challenges the best cop in town to do things that people won't expect him to do.
To the clown prince of crime, a knife is preferable to a gun, the better to "savor the moment."
To him, beauty could be reborn in the midst of a living hell is just crap. Everything will getting selfish once the situation limit you to act generously.
He knows damn well that humantiy is what you will lost when you are trying to gain power.
So he creates this game call "humanity" test to "good" people
Even more important, perhaps, he believe that nothing can rise above the ugliness of the world around us. Even Batman himself.

A very good quote retrived from the movie
"The only morality left in the cruel world is only chance"

When there is no way for you, will you break a way urself?

Batman: You'll be in a padded cell forever.
The Joker: Maybe we can share one. You know, they'll be doubling up, the rate this city's inhabitants are losing their minds.
Batman: This city just showed you that it's full of people ready to believe in good.
The Joker: Until their spirit breaks completely. Until they get a good look at the real Harvey Dent and all the heroic things he's done. You didn't think I'd risk losing the battle for Gotham's soul in a fistfight with you? No. You need an ace in the hole. Mine's Harvey.
Batman: What did you do?
The Joker: I took Gotham's white knight and I brought him down to our level. It wasn't hard. You see, madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push!

The film itself evokes the collision of an unstoppable force with an immovable object.
The movie forces us to question our own value if we are facing similar circumstances as well

What will you choose then?
To kill others for your own sake?
Or to kill youself for the world.

That is, the question that Christopher Nolan leaves us to ponder with.

When desperate strikes, what left, is only selfishness
no matter who are you.

How good are you.

And even how holy are you.
UBC 15.12.08
Since I come here,

I realize quite a lot of things.

One of the very remarkable thing i discover here is "see first la syndrome"
Dun believe a word of that guy/girl if he/she is telling you this after u offer he/she a trip or something like that


Its definitely a big NO NO.
see first la=no
It somehow became a norm for people here not to reject directly.
Well, why am I hating this?

For a start, it makes you pretty difficult to live with. You dun even know whether you need to count him/her into the event if you are trying to plan something.

And the whole point is
You have a Decision.
Act accordingly

You remain indecisive
Means you are ignorant.

You are the decider, and you should be the one who decide on things


Here I am, longing for more sunshine in Vancouver.
这,我们叫做老地方
其实它有多老,我不清楚
只知道
那里存着我们的点点滴滴
曾经听说它要被拆掉,但庆幸的是这事没发生
那有的不只是我们遗漏的辣椒酱
还有我们欢笑的回响
有一种情绪叫做珍惜
有一种感动叫做回忆
当然,还有一种东西叫友情
友情可以不要求什么,但是,它有一种温暖,是我们都能体会到的
记得我们都用着同一型的手机
在蓝蓝的天空下诉说着自己的梦想
期待着生命的下一站
要记得这一份友情当初绽放的芳香
而那种绽放时的清香也将伴你一生一世
有一种友情,
希望到永远
即使黑丝变白发,
也能心底保留
一直以为自己可以不带走一片云彩,
却还是在绝望时,
发现自己手中仍旧紧紧抓着云彩的尾巴
期望回到当初最真实的那一刻
朋友
加油吧!