I was always told that I need to be happy during New Year time, I think I am really happy this year.

deduct the dollarssss I lost this year. FML

:D

Thanks to winter olympic, I have two week holiday which fall exactly on Chinese New Year. For those who dunno, I am still having the two weeks holiday now. So whoever want to talks to me please do so cause I am super free now.

Olympic is good in a sense, it changes the whole Vancouver. But the bad thing is the congested public transport here, buses are always full. And you will see a lot of crazy people with their crazy country flag on them.

So its crazy people with crazy flag in a crazy town taking crazy bus.

Till then. Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Hope you all have a good one :)

At times I will fall into deep thoughts about life.

as in, my life

Right now right here, I am lost.

I start questioning myself did I do the right choice in my life. I feel like I had made a lot of mistakes in my life and I didnt work hard enough to squeeze into the most preferable path in my life. A big part of me is the thing that I love. Its in my blood.

Reality and Dreams are two different things.

You see things; and you say, "Why?"

But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"

I have envisioned everything about it in my head, and I did rehearsed it over and over again everyday. But I know it will still be a dream if I never actually work on it.

Dun get me wrong, I don't have nothing to regret at all in the past.

But I know I need to do better in the future!

When I went back to something that I liked today after a long time, I suddenly feel the passion of it. I feel connected to it but I know somehow I cant just go for it because of my own limitation. I wish to be it but I know its not the time yet.

I doesnt have the strength and body shape and speed and everything to be it, but who cares?

I know I like it, and thats everything I need.

Yes I am being emo,

but no, I am ok.

I am just at another stage of life. I am glad that a short 1 hour training makes me grows.

Every man dies and not every man really lives. To lives, you must fill what's empty and empty what's full.

And thats what exactly I am gonna do now.

Life has been good to me recently,

I learnt a lot

I realized that self fullfilling prophecy really exist in this world. People will fill in the details they want thus perceiving this world as what they thought how it should be like.

Education cant provide us a line that distinguish what is correct and what is wrong for us. Everyone has their own ruler. There are too many jabronis in this world, they didnt walk their talk. They show off to people around them saying how good they are and how are they going to do something impressive. Instead of saving power to face their life, they are bragging how hard is it for others to be in their situation, but do they really know how others' situation is like?

In a way they are trying to impress everyone, but are they?

Its good to share your experience with others, but its not when you simply assume that you are working harder than others because you thought you were.

Being a narcissus might make them feel good, or even people around them will also feel good about them, but only naive people.

And in the end, they got nothing other than a big mouth.

The problem is, when you made the most "tabah" person in the group pissed off at you, you should know what mistakes you have done.

Love it or leave it, thats life.

I feel like I have this very "lungism" principle to live out my life. I do what I think is correct and let god to decide the rest for me. When I know someone is not good for my life, I will slowly move out from his/her circle because I know the longer I stay, the more danger I would be in.

My law of live is simple.

If you treat me good then I will treat you double good.

If you treat me bad I will definitely remember it.

People may say that I am being mean to those people, maybe they just did mistake.

But you can never guarantee there wouldnt be second times.

I see how people live through scornful remark flabbily, and I think its wrong. I think there is a need for me to correct those who made scornful remark instead of swallowing it silently. I believe in laissez-faire. I know everyone has their own freedom of how to live out their life, thus I wont say I am the one who live out the 100% life over others.

Of course I am not a perfect person, I do have my flaw as well.

*end of bragging

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Recently I found that I had a very good ability on recognizing faces, I can nearly recognize everyone from my class even though I had never talk to them before. Maybe a big chunk of my brain had been using up to recognize face, that why I cant do great in study :(

Some funny thing to share, someone say I look like this guy few days ago.

Michael Cera

acted in Superbad and Juno.

So I attach my own pic here for comparison.

They now call me Asian Michael Cera.

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Recently Apple just launch the long awaited Ipad.
They say picture talks. I believe this one does its job well.

Many were disspointed, I am one of them.


Oh no wait! Ipad cant even run four application in a time, my bad about the caption above.

I was terrified by the news of Haiti recently.
Until I saw them, I know there are still hopes and loves

Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Everytime we love, everytime we give, its the time the world at its best

A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.

I believe that love cures people, both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it.

Good luck Haiti.