Sometimes you know its a trap, but you will still allow yourself to fall into it and sink.

That really is life.
Deep inside I know that nothing is impossible.

I know if you want something, you will get it if you worked hard enough.

아마나는 바보 야, ou peut-être sa-il encore.

Life ask you to keep off, but still human choose to jump inside.

And I am just a homosapien.

I will miss you.

I dunno why the blue feeling strike me so hard.

I feel like I am not me anymore.
The passion of life has gone.

far away

I am so dead and I can feel nothing right now.
The weather is cold and I already forget when was the last time I feel contented to myself.

Still, my nose will be painful when the weather gets too cold.
Still, I think here doesnt suit me well.
And still, I can't convince myself that I will stay here for four years.

This is the reason why I start to explore as many places as I can in Canada last term.
I scare I won't have the chance to do it afterward.

I miss the feeling of sweating under hot sun
I miss the feeling of getting home and having those warm well boiled soup on the dining table.

I am not sure since when I start to only look down on the road when I was walking.
I have a sense of insecure here which makes me feel like I am inferior among people here.

The used to be on top and happy go lucky me diminished in myself.

sorry if I did any you-might-feel-wrong-choice here.

I am just so not Canadian

I am down.

And I really am.

How good do I actually need to be to just pass a first year english course.

Tell me

在星光三班得到第三名的黎楚寧自殺了
初步怀疑自杀动机是为情而困
才女自杀了

为何要那么傻呢？
我记得星光3最后颁奖毕业礼上黎楚寧的父母
都在场她说
这辈子最感激的就是自己的双亲

她说
赢奖金要让爸爸做植发
她说
赢奖金要带妈妈出国玩

她部落格的最后一封

光辉十月 一堆惊喜

就酱成为了他的绝笔

何必呢。。

假娃娃歌詞裡的「有一顆心，無力在掙扎，她為愛走進一座象牙高塔。]

如今听了更是无限感慨

黎楚寧走了

一路好走。。。

I am totally incomparable

sorry,

track & field

I will make sure i am not the last next time

It open my eyes, I am just not as good as what I thought. Thank you

I get a F for the very first essay i wrote in my english class.

I dunno whether she was being very mean or my ENG4U marks is a fake one.
Most probably her expectation is high and I am just too sucks in english

I begin to worry about the road in front of me.

Gosh. Am I being too stupid here?

By making those offensive remark, one should definitely carry the responsiblity with him

The action of refusing to apologize is like after u pooped in others room but u dun carry it away with you and let others to clean up the mess for you

Well, some would say why dun u guys who participated before dun speak out loud?

I did.

and what I did sparks a butterfly effect.

because I dun wish it continues

We were taught not to speak out but sit down and inserting whatever were given
I refused.

看着时间一分一秒的逝去
心难免会有点不舍
我时常都在跟时间赛跑
怕在离去前没做到自己爱做的事

怕
会错失朋友一生只有一次的典礼

也怕
看不到一些最经典的情节

而最怕的是
我得倒的比失去还多

害怕一无所有的感觉

朋友们
请别对我的离去感到伤心
因为你们伤心的话，
那我该怎样哪？
你们只是失去了一个朋友
而我
却是四年性的失去你们
离开自己熟悉的地方到一个从没踏足的国家
我比你们
更彷徨，
更失措

你们的身边还会有亲人
而我
仿佛将失去了一切

曾经发下承诺
说我一定会到你婚礼

当然也告诉过你我想当你孩子的干爹

可那，已经不能代表什么了

离别在既
每一句话都是那么重缓缓地扣击着我的心灵
窗被敲开了
我们诉说着回忆中的快乐
回想著一张张可爱的笑脸

离别在既
每一句话都显得那么珍贵
仔细的听著那熟悉的声音
把每种都深深的刻在记忆里

这些。。都是我不想失去的


“首领睡醒后（虽然他坚持他没有睡）问我要不要去送5蛇机。马上感觉怪怪的，很快地，‘宝贝’就要走了。以后在new add friend tea mix four喝茶会少了一个人，拍照时没有‘专业人士’调角度，还有很多。。。都会少了一个人。”

“就像是缺了一脚的的五角型饭桌...虽然不至于摇摇欲坠...但是绝不像从前那么完美无缺了”



既然是注定要分别
但是，至少我明白
暂时的离别
是为了再次相聚时的感动

Just when I peep on the calendar
I dun even dare to look at it


How many days more do I actually have?





I feel reluctant

yeah,
life is always nothing but a paradox



I am looking forward, but i am trying to go backward for those sweet sweet memories at the same time.

Which agency lost my medical check up for Canada VISA
High Com of Canada in Malaysia?
High Com of Canada in Singapore?
The Courier company?
Clinic?



damn.



why it happened on me?

Gonna experience the touch ball event for second time =.=

My medical check up for Canada VISA really lost.

damn.


why it happened?

I was with my gf this afternoon, she ask me to fetch her to school so I did. Once I saw the classroom, lots of feeling come towards me.

I really miss those days.

I really do

"房子裂了，塌了，我们还可以在修。
只要人活着，我们一定能够度过难关，战胜这场重大自然灾害"
这句话应证了两国的坚强，相信世界胁力同心，
天灾人祸，总是见证人类团结的时刻
当问题出现时，我们就能看到，原来人，团结起来有着这股那么强大冲劲。

生命的消逝，多少泪水都无法唤回;而拯救生命的行动决心，更是多少威胁都无法吓倒的！
对于这些本来应该享受快乐童年的儿童而言，“国家未来的主人翁”这个名词，显得一点分量都没有
他们现在手上的可能不是玩具，
而是找回家人的那分执著。


废墟中、书包、照片、床单、甚至尸体散布全地，就像已经支离破碎的家庭;延续的生命，需要背负更多的苦难。


家，从一个现在式变成过去式，人们需要花更多的努力，拼凑回家庭的原型;未来式，在远方等待
全球共有超过13万人参与这次的救灾行动，每一个生命都是希望，每分每秒亦是，在生死接缝的边缘，两边的斗士都没放弃…

我衷心的祈祷，
祈祷着那群孩子们能有个美好的将来
最重要的，是我们这些幸运的人们

要惜福

Sometimes picture really express our feeling well
No words but picture, coz it tells us all what happen now

Desperation trembled over my naked body and my uncovered soul
Lord, please help me and tell me what should I do

I am too bad to accept good things from u,
I need strength and i need power to overcome this

I am not god
I cant either separate the ocean into two or heal the blind
I am just a human who have only naked body and a blood filled body
I Am Only Human.

Everyday I strive to be.
As great as he.
And everyday I fail.
Cause I am only what He made me.
I am only human

Going to make mistakes

Going to have bad thoughts

Going to get envious

Going to want more when I have enough



If i really do make a mistake, tell me and i will change it

i am going to leave soon i guess....leave to a place i feel safer

and for sure better

To whom may concern about me, I get 6.5 for my IELTS.
Reading 7.0 Listening 7.0 Writing 5.5 Speaking 6.0
Being a athlete is hard, i will compare myself with others, and thats the weapon that kill me this time.
IF you see me, you can see how not happy I am.
I know what i capable of and i know I can get far more better than this result.
But, as a little student in the world, i can do nothing to change this.
because this is the TRUTH and what I think as a tiny student is NOT TRUTH
am I over-estimate myself?
I guess not, i am still stick with my mind