Some people around told me that they have characters whom they never would have chosen had they choice over their history.
For me one's background and history is what build up who he/she is right now. Every incidents in life counts, including how you close the door this morning or even how you kicked away the rock that get in your way.

So I come to think about what consituted me. What exactly am I made of. Looking at those food product in the grocery saying "made in XXXX" makes me fall into deep thought myself. Where was I made in? And what in my life that make me feel that I am half eastern and half western right now?

There is no doubt about what I characterized myself as and where I recognized as home. But its the inside that haunted me. As more time spending at foreign country, I think the osmosis effect happen too me. For good or bad, I assimilated into the culture where people get drunk all day long, having only specialize in one thing but not the other, and all-you-can-think-of.

I realize that I start to note about the pros and cons about this world. There are always two ways of answering question. Culture is like water to us, and we are the fish.
Without having to leave the water, we wouldnt even know the existence of water. But when we were forced to leave the water, we will realized how comfortable the water was and how ignorant we were for not being able to point out the pros and cons of the medium.

I still remembered the moment where I sat down alone in the paddy field. The moment imprinted on me the sense of Malaysia as my home, the sense I have never been able to recover anywhere else in the world so far.
Every other place is foreign after this moment.

It always takes an absence for us to know how precious present is. Isnt it ironic how people never cherish the previous "good" moment and only regret afterward?

Shirley Lim, to me she is a totally westernized figure, but whats makes me different from her? There are time I try to ask am I really a Malaysian too.

If me isn't spell by only "m" and "e", what is, me then?

I guess this post should be like the very first post in my blog, but then I didnt do so until now

So this post is about me.

And so this is me.

So first of all, why snail0810?
snail is actually kind of a motivation for me to run faster and I wont bore you with the whole story
and 0810 is basically my birthdate

I was born in 1989 October 8th. The same day as the 九皇爷 birthday in lunar calendar

FYI, I am very very into sports. I love Taekwondo and track field the most. They are just like my life.

I used to be the gold medal in Selangor for Shuttle run in Taekwondo. But its all "was" since I really dun practice as much as before now,


I used to be the best athlete in school and pretty good in track and field in my school. After i came here, I know that many mountains are higher than me in this world.

Btw, I am now studying in University of British Columbia in Vancouver, Canada under JPA

I like to find out things like those small things in life

like why people will say "sleep tight" ?
and like why will Adidas become Puma and Adidas now since the two are brother?

and that kind of so called "common sense"


And one more one more, I have a tendency of looking at others shoes and judge the price.

I guess I am a shoes fanatic or something.

I love to try new things. I love to travel and I love to see what people doing on the street. Maybe this is the reason why I chose Psychology as my major. I love to know what is in people mind.

And I think I am a pretty good inspector too. I can figure things out quite fast

I dun really like to study, for me I think that practical is always more important. I see results more important than the process.

Those word like "I regreted" is like crap to me

And I have an addiction on Teh Ais

Believe it or not, I almost will only order in Teh-Ais-served restaurant

All my life I wish to be somebody that people know. I feel like it just doesnt make sense that you live here but only a few people know you are existed.

These four are the friends or lover I appreciate the most. We laughed together. But I swear, we will never cry together because there will only be fun and laughter around us. We call ourselves snakiss because we are just that cool. We are all so different, but yet so similiar

My range of interests is very wide. I cant accept any kind of topics or any kind of hobbies.

Even kissing a fish

I love dancing, but then sometimes its just like the time isnt right for me


And one last fact about me. I am 180cm tall, and 65kg.
(I guess that reveal another fact about me, I like to dream. Its great to have dreams sometimes)