Sometimes when something comes, you just cant do anything to prevent it.
我不希望你会被伤害 ，平平凡凡就好。重点我的儿子快乐 ，不要被人耍

16 March 2010 01:02am
I cried.

Just wanted to say there are a lot of thing I felt like going back to the time and fix it.

Its not what dictionary classified as "regret". If you think I am, I am not. Sometime I am just thinking what I could have done to make the life now a total different episode. Some people come at the wrong time, and there are always some wrong people come in at the right time as well.

Thats just what life is, you can never get the best because this is the only way to keep you alive and chasing what you want.

But when you have got the best, you would dream of better.

Its just human, the reason why human were different from any other things.

At times, I would miss you, and I would miss those moment.

I know exactly where to reach you, but I just cant touch you anymore.

Instead of saying you are my best friend, I would say you belongs to the family. And you are one little thing that I am now not able to hold in life. When you choose to go, I expect the worst of you. I hope you are better in the other place now.

I really hope you do. I love you. You will be missed.

When the dawn is near, I know its the time to let you go.

Since I came here I always have a question to myself.

Why cant I score high grade in exam or even a small test?
At first I was blaming this to my poor english standard. But as the time goes and my english skill is building up, I dont see any improvement in my grade still.

I feel like its not something I can control within me anymore. No matter how hard I try to study for a subject I feel like its impossible to go beyond the gate that I had "technically set" for the first test result I had here. Thats just it.
Its like having something in your hand, but you can never have more because its too far away from you.

C'est la vie, n'est ce pas?

Being in Arts is funny, your professor will tell you that grammar isnt really the main subject in exam's essay, the most important is your idea. But the truth is grammar does a great shitload of things. Even if you doesnt know anything about the question, you can still squeeze something out and get some marks, or even full marks.

I am not the one who really care about the marks. But the point is I just want to find a reason why is that so. I study for the content rather than test. I study whenever I feel like it.

Currently learning how to solve rubik's cube faster and learning korean. Why? Because I feel like learning it.

:) cinquante-huit journee a maison

Picture says it all, cuteness overload!!!

Sometimes I will ponder about the pros and cons of olympic.

Its good cause everyone come here and spend money.

But I really dun understand why the clothing brand need to prostitude themself to the event. What is the skating shoes do with the cloth? Cant they just dress up the doll normally?
And basically every shop does it. WHY?

Anyway, its just my two cents. No offence

主運(青龍方)解說：
管大環境．家庭中風格．腦中思想 您的主運為以下論述：
屬精打細算、愛財取之有道型，城府深，又好面子，桃花頗多。為人逍遙自在，慷慨大方，但稍有懶散拖延情形，人緣好、樂助人應酬多，勤奮認真，決定之事不容易更改，意志堅忍一意孤行，這種個性容易大成大敗，為人不甘平淡，一生變化大，傾向投機、有橫發事業出現，易有出人意料能成功，一夜如遇貴人成名滿天下。如遇小人一生多難、浮沉不定，多疾多糾紛起伏難定。

此數為貴人之數，此數之人最易患車關，喜歡和朋友往外跑、到處玩，若配局不當，最容易發生車關，在外格，異性緣好，又是坐享其成之人為人聰明、反應快，自尊心強，有領導能力，重承諾，謙和有禮、人緣佳。

副運(砂手方)解說：
管夫妻關係．做事過程．人生規劃 您的副運為以下論述：
子女們有意志消沉的傾向，個性保守不思創新。

男人有此數：對異性較消極，渴望迷人的對象，卻不敢主動追求，對母姊型能幹型女性較有好感。
女人有此數：對異性過於理想化，容易陷入孤寂空洞幻想中，對現實生活甚不滿意卻無勇氣改善創新，而日度一日，容易有憂鬱的傾向。

此數具有謀略、智慧、心思細、內斂，內心空虛，可靠智慧賺錢之數。
個性是保守消極謙和忍讓，精神容易空虛寂寞，能隨遇而安，有不滿不溢言表，喜歡追求哲學宗教心靈，適合單純閒散生活，積極展開社交圈則容易捲入是非糾紛，並受人牽累。外實內虛常為小事煩惱，心胸開朗發揮長才則易成功。有才華卻不見容於社會，多災多疾多糾紛，空虛困苦。

外運(白虎方)解說：
外在的人際關係．行動力．行為表現 您的外運為以下論述：
在工作上或在事業上對友誼充滿熱忱，但對別人要求太高，容易失望而灰心，對別人相當熱心慇勤，也能與人深交，但隔不久即生厭，又另交新友。部屬面前不苟言笑，能樹立權威，是能幹的主管人選。

總運(前堂與後山方)解說：
最終的本質．總體的表現以及給別人的感覺 您的總運為以下論述：
此數為貴人之數，此數之人最易患車關，喜歡和朋友往外跑、到處玩若配局不當，最容易發生車關，在外格，異性緣好，又是坐享其成之人。為人聰明、反應快，自尊心強，有領導能力，重承諾，謙和有禮、人緣佳。

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